Oh dear, I know exactly where you are coming from.....that's me all over.....if I'm going to do something, I want to do it properly and to excess! There's no hope for either of us, but in the case of squid, I would say, save your money, if you have a Soft Plastic rod or similar eggbeater outfit, it will more than do the job. Use your motivation in getting out there more often in different spots.